I am writing this blog with some hesitation because if I need to be honest, I need to admit my mistakes in this blog. Admitting mistakes hurts ego but I am going ahead because if I don’t write this blog, I will be doing a great disservice to Pranic Healing and to my spiritual progress.
My mother is diagnosed with high BP and hypo thyroid on August 25th 2020. She has diabetes since 2013. I felt very bad and was heart broken with these ailments. Doctor gave her medications and she started taking them. In spite of me being a pranic healer and a pranic healing teacher, I did not apply pranic healing on her. I can give excuses like I am busy etc. in this blog and move on but if I do my soul searching , it is because I felt my mother’s case is a complex case and pranic healing cannot do much. I believed that she needs to modify her lifestyle more than the application of pranic healing.
Do I have any experience where I tried pranic healing on high BP and I failed? None. But I assumed without any proof that pranic healing cannot heal high BP. And a case which has diabates, thyroid, BP is impossible to heal(in my opinion).
So, with this limited mindset, I made changes in her lifestyle. I drastically changed her diet and forced her to do exercise. She practiced meditation on twin hearts now and then. She took medicines. And I hoped for a miracle. I hoped to see positive changes in her. There were some changes but her progress did not meet my expectations. It was depressing to me because I wanted to see great improvement in her.
As a last resort, I tried pranic healing on her on October 4th. Yes, as a last resort. I felt this is the only way left for me and I should apply pranic healing for 1 year to heal her BP. I was prepared to heal her for 1 year twice a day because I thought her case is an impossible case and only some miracle by my Guru can heal her. I applied the high BP protocol from advanced pranic healing book using crystals(it took me just 20 minutes of time to do it) and did not expect any miracles or results. I just continued.
To my disbelief, in 4 healings, her BP came to normal. I had doubts if BP machine is functioning well. So I checked BP of my husband and me to just make sure that the machine is fine. Yes, it is fine. I continued healing and in 7 healings, she got low BP. She felt dizzy and BP came around 95/65. We approached doctor and after 3 days of monitoring, doctor suggested her to stop taking BP medicine. Now, she is free of BP medicine.
This is one of the greatest miracles I have ever seen in my life. Just with 20 minutes of healing twice a day for couple of days, my mother’s BP has come to normal. I am amazed to experience that I learnt Pranic Healing which can cure diseases like high BP.
I am continuing her healing as I want to heal hypo thyroid and diabetes as well. Also a disease like high BP may need some time to stabilize. So, I am applying protocol for all 3 ailments with caution and careful monitoring. I want to heal her for 1 year twice a day and see what’s going to happen with diabetes and hypo thyroid. Will they be healed with pranic healing? I don’t have any prior experience in healing them. So, I don’t know. I want to give a complete attempt from my side and know the truth.
I feel very bad that I did not apply healing on my mother for diabetes. What if I applied healing right in 2013 or 2014 ? What could have happened? But guilt is a negative emotion which does not help me in anyway. So, I choose to learn my lesson and let go of my guilt. The biggest lesson I learnt from this experience is I should not come to any conclusions without experimenting. I don’t need to believe my Guru or pranic healing. At least, I should have the patience and open mind to try and experiment before coming to blind conclusions.
Guru, please forgive me of my ignorance. You always taught us in every class to experiment and validate. But I am still learning to move beyond my closed mind and conditioning of years and incarnations. Please forgive me! Please bless me with an open mind!