I have been suffering with asthma since I was an 8 year old child. I spent countless number of nights without sleep. Not just me. My mother and after my marriage, my husband too spent many worried nights. Whenever I get asthma attack, I feel as if I am going to die in few minutes. Though there is medical help and logically there is no reason to think of death, I always get the strong thought that I am going to die in few minutes.In some instances, I even looked back at my entire life and said farewell to life with sad heart that…